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Long Arse Time!

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 13:41:10 GMT

Hey all,

I have found another error that amuses me greatly. I love getting these things. More importantly, I love to share them with you. I just hope that I am not the only one that gets laughs out of these things.

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Captain: What happen ?
Mechanic: Somebody set up us the journal.
Operator: We get signal.
Captain: What !
Operator: Main browser turn on.
Captain: It's you !!
CATS: How are you users !!
CATS: All your base are belong to Frank.
CATS: You are on the way to 404.
Captain: What you say !!
CATS: You have no chance to reach your page. Make your spelling correct.
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LOL! LJ made another funny!

I bet you guys thaught I forgot all about my journal didn’t ya? Well the truth is, I sort of did for a bit. I guess when I have nothing to write about, I don’t write. I am however still alive and not much has changed around here as far as I’m concerned.
I have however decided that the best thing for me to do is to move. I think it wil be good for me and my cat, although the situation with Ozzy has gotten much better. Ozzy has finally warmed up to Flint and Angela I believe wich is a good thing. I’ve have been told though that I need to watch what I tell people and what I write in my journal cause Flint gets hurt when I tell my friends things and then they hate him for making me feel shitty. I’m sorry but when I need to vent, I go to friends or write, that’s just how I work. We discussed this with the psychologist and she was like well can’t you tell your friends things without mentioning names? I told her that even if I were to do that, they’d know who I was referring to so what’s the point? So now I feel I have to sensor my thoughts and feelings wich is not going to be an easy task, and why should I? Afterall, this is my journal is it not? Lynn told me that while I was gone on vacation, Flint and Angela missed me. I was like really? Awwwwww…I’m touched. I’m sorry but truth be told, my feelings weren’t the same. I guess I was so busy that I didn’t have time to miss them. Don’t get me wrong, I did sometimes wonder what was going on back home and if Ozzy was ok, but I was having so much fun. I’ll go into the details of my trip and will put it behind a cut. But I went to Branson Missouri, not sure if I spelled Branson correctly or not. Enjoy reading. Here is everything down to what details I can remember.

Day 1
We left here about 12:30 and headed for Missouri. We stopped and ate lunch at McDonalds and let the young ones go to the bathroom. After we ate it was back on the roda once more. We ended up driving through Iowa and then we somehow got into Missouri and we aren’t sure how because no one saw the sign saying Welcome to Missouri. We decided to stop for the night. Once we got to the hotel, everyone went swimming and the girls had fun in the pool. I sat on the side and just put my feet in the water, I didn’t feel like being in the water. I was tired and all I wanted to do was stretch out on the bed and sleep. I had a massive headache and was glad for the pillows and blankets that night.

Day 2.
We all got up the next morning and ate the continental breakfast that our lovely hotel provided and it was nothing to brag about let me tell ya. I had a bagle that was sort of hard and the cream cheese tasted funny. After we got done it was back on the road for more driving. I hate long car rides. Did I happen to mention this? A bit later the girls got hungry so it was another McDonalds that we stopped at for lunch. McDonalds twice in a row just isn’t my thing but it was food and it was definitely better than the shit I ate for breakfast. We finished and back in the car we got and finally to the hotel where we met my father and stepmother. What sucked was, on the way back to the car, I managed to break my cane. Courtney was holding up the end of it and she told me where to step instead of me using my cane wich was a total mistake but I went to step where she told me to and down I went. Three steps I fell from. I don’t to this day know how my cane actually broke. I ended up with a skinned leg and knee and man did it sting. Funny thing is, it never bled. Anyhow, we got there and I ended up going to sleep for a little bit cause like the day before, I had a massive headache. Georgia rubbed my head and my temples to try and get rid of the headache and it sort of worked. I can also say this, by the time we got there I was so tired of hearing I’ve Been Working On The Railroad and Ain’t It Great To Be Crazy and Home On The Range. I so wanted to throw that cd out the car window. The woman who sang it couldn’t’ even sing that great. My father decided to order pizza and it was pretty good. After that I went to visit Chris and Angie’s room. Mike and Tiffany were hanging out there and I felt kind of left out cause they were all talking about shit I had no idea bout so I decided to go to bed as I still didn’t feel all that great.

Day 3.
We woke up and went downstairs for their continental breakfast. It was so much better than the one we ate the day before and so much bigger. My choice of food was a hard-boiled egg and some biscuits and gravy. After breakfast, we went back to our rooms and got everything ready to leave the hotel.
We all jumped into vehicles and off we went. We first stopped at Wal-Mart so Mike and Tiffany could get some stuff, I believe Chris and Angie went in with them as well. We waited for a while for them to come back and during the wait my father decided that we are going to some store that I can’t remember the name of. We went their in search of something and I still to this day don’t know what it was that he was on a mission to find. Anyway, he didn’t find what he was looking for because they were all out of whatever it was. WE went back to meet Everyone at Wal-Mart again and we headed downtown to the historic part of Branson. During the drive, my father and Shannon were pointing out everything we past and describing in detail what they were seeing so I could picture everything wich I thaught was really sweet and awesome. We must have looked sort of funny driving, we looked like a long train or something with following each other with my father in the lead with me, my step-mother Georgia and Shannon in one car. Mike, Tiffany, Chris and Angie in the car behind us, my mother, Courtney, Gracie, and Livvy in the car behind them, and bringing up the reare was Simon, Bonnie, Landon and Linayia.
We past by a lot of hotels and while we were going by them all my father spotted this big ship looking thing and as we got up to it he read the word Titanic. I got all excited and my face must have lit up because Shannon says “You’re beaming love.” I said that I wanted to go there and Georgia says that she wasn’t interested and laughed. I then told her that she had nothing to worry about cause there are no icebergs in Missouri. We all had a good laugh at that and my father says you know about Titanic. I said yes I study it. So he told me that we would go there for sure so I could tour it. He at first thaught it was another hotel since it was surrounded by so many of them. After Shannon looked ath the little thing that has what you can do he told my father it was not a hotel that it was something we could tour.
After we drove through town, we stopped at the market that has all kinds of western gear and things you can buy. It even had a man sitting there playing guitar and singing and he had a bucket by him that you could throw change into or something. There was some money in it so I’m guessing some of the passers by helped the dude out. We finished there and went to a place close to our lodge where we ate lunch. They had some of the best food! I had a chicken cesar rap and it ruled! It was a rather expensive place and let me tell you feeding 15 people…that added up quickly especially since everyone had drinks too. Some of them had more than one drink. All the guys were eager to help pay for the meal wich was really awesome. It made my father very happy.
After lunch we all went to our lodges. That was an interesting feat in itself. Figuring out where we were all to sleep. When I found out what my sleeping arrangements were I about died. I was put in a lodge with Simon and his three little ones and Shannon. I was like ok? I might as well try and make the best of it. It turns out it was really fun to stay with them. After we got everything unpacked, we decided to go to the grocery store and stock up on food. The lodges where we stayed had a full working kitchen. It was great. They even had a microwave, a toaster, a coffee maker, a blender, and a mixer. We all jumped into Simon’s car and headed for the store. When we got back, our kitchen was stocked. We got so much that some things couldn’t sit in the cupboards. Everyone that came over and saw all of this was like holy shite! Got enough food? It was awesome.
After all of that the day was about over. All the kids went to sleep and we adults decided to stay up and have a party. Let’s just say…Eryn got a bit to tipsy. I ended up having to be carried in by Shannon and put to bed. It was a blast though. Amazingly I didn’t wake up with a hangover the next morning. I do remember getting yelled at to shut up. The guy that yelled at us was extremely rude and so I yelled up, fuck off, you don’t have to vbe so rude. He then mumbled something about young people and so I yelled up old fogies. After that incident, everyone cracked up laughing and couldn’t’ believe thatI would do such a thing. Hmmmmm, looking back I can’t believe I did that either. The blind girl yells at something she can’t see. LMFAO!

Day 4

We all got up and ate breakfast. No hangovers were to be had from the night before and that was a relief. We had pancakes, eggs sausages and bacon. Chef Simon cooked. We went to my dad and mom and step-mother’s lodge and Georgia had made pancakes and asked us to sit and eat with them as well. I was like I’m about to burst from breakfast.
After breakfast, we went to the horseriding trails. All the kids rode on a little pony and they got their pictures taken on the hourse. Livvy was sleeping while we were there and so was Bonnie. They are to little to ride anyhow. After all the kids had a chance to ride, the guy asked if any of the adults wanted to ride an adult horse. I was all over that. I love to ride horses. So I went on the trail and rode for a bit. By the time I was done, it was time for us to go and talk about what we were going to do the rest of the day.
We went and had lunch at our lodges. It was decided that we would go to the historic part of town again. I went to tour Titanic! I can say I was on the Titanic now. LOL! What happened was, you go on and before you board they give you a little card with a passenger’s name on it. You don’t get to find out till the end if you lived or died. I have been studying Titanic for a while and have seen the passenger’s list more than once so I already knew when I found out who I was if I lived or died. You get to find out all kinds of facts about the ship and it was really cool and a great experience touring it. Of course it wasn’t the real ship as we all know, but the experience was still awesome. After we were done, we went to the little shops again and walked around for a while. When we all got tired of doing that, we went back to the lodges and got ready to go swimming. We swam for a while and then went back for dinner. After dinner since it was sort of late, all the kids went to bed and I was so tired from the events of the day and the night before I decided to hit the bed early. I found I wasn’t alone in that way of thinking. Shannon joined me and we just talked and ended up falling asleep so yes…Shannon slept with me that night.

Day 5

Day 5 ended up being kind of boring. We ended up getting some bad thunderstorms so we sat at the lodges playing board games and stuff. That morning we got up and ate breakfast and after that some of the people went paddle boating. I had decided I didn’t’ want to go with them so I stayed back with the little babies and cleaned up from Breakfast. I shouldn’t say little babies, but the youngest ones. They all stayed out until the storm clouds came rolling in. The kids all ended up being afraid of the storms so we did things to try to take their attention away from them. I learned how to play spicy farcal and that was a blast! For those who may not know what that is, Farcal is a dice game. I would like to get some Braille dice so I can teach others how to play. By the time the storms were done, it was about dinner time. We decided to have a cookout or a bar-b-q. We had hotdogs, brats, and hamburgers. We had salad and chips as well. We all ate together and had good times that night. After dinner, we got the kids to bed as we had to leave the next morning. We, meaning the adults decided to drink again. It seems that all Chris, Angie, Mike and Tiffany did every single night we were there was drink. There were times Simon or Shannon had to ask them to keep it down. We also got to have the experience of someone pissing off their deck. If my brother Mike had beenh leaning over the rail at that point, he’d have gotten pissed on. We all finally went to sleep.

Day 6

With a long day ahead of us, we all got up and made sure we had everything we came with and that includes the stuff we got while we were there. Thee wasn’t time for breakfast so we packed up all the food we had leftover and closed up the coolers and boxes we put it in. After all the cars were loaded, we all said our goodbyes and left the lodges and headed for home. I felt both sad and happy to be leaving there. I hated leaving cause I had so much fun and I was going to miss my father. I don’t get to see him enough. By the same token, I was happy cause I did miss being home and I missed me cat. On the way home the kids slept and at about 1 or so, we stopped for lunch at this really cool place. At this point, we were still in Missouri. After eating it was back to the car and back on the road. We finally stopped in Iowa on the other side of Dimoins. We had sandwiches and stuff from the food that Shannon and Simon had brought. That was dinner. After dinner, the kids wanted to swim so my mother took them swimming and Simon went with her. Shannon stayed back at the hotel with me and I took a shower. We all finally went to sleep.

Day 7

The final day of the trip. WE got up and ate breakfast wich was another continental breakfast wich wasn’t to bad. We headed out and finally I got home about 12:30 or so that day. I said my goodbyes to Shannon and my mother and my nieces. I hope that we can all go on another trip again. That was so much fun. Of course some of the details of my trip were purposely left out but if ya really wanna know, just ask. *grins*

So that was my trip. I was happy to be home and I held Ozzy and it was like I had never been gone. He was so loving and I was happy about that as I thaught that by the time I got home, he’d hate me. During the time I was gone, he had gotten used to Flint and Angela but now that mom’s back, he’s back to doing somethings that he did before I left.
I have been trying to finish this entry since I got back from Missouri and now I finally have. Yay! It has been far to long since I have last written and I’m sorry for that. I’ll try to keep up with things from now on.
For now I’m out, gotta go find some much needed breakfast.

<3<3<3hugs to all.

Eryn

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I Haven't Disappeared

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 12:08:24 GMT

Hey all,

Something amusing.

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Frank on a Toilet

Umm...you weren't supposed to see this.

Are you sure you typed in the URL correctly?

Um. Yeah. If you could get going that would be great. Frank needs some privacy.

Um...yeah...everytime I see one of those it amuses me and I feel I have to share the amusement with you all. I know you have at least gotten one of these at one point or another but since this is my journal and I get so easily amused, I just had to post it. And now for something completely different...

Ok, not really but it sounded good.
Ya'll ain't gonna believe dis shit!!! I have been on air for a bit over 16 hours beating Joe's broadcast record! A while back Joe and I had this contest to see who could do the longest show. I did a 14 hour one and then he did his beating me by an hour, meaning he did his for 15 hours. I have beaten his by an hour and I am still going. I figure by the time I am done, I will have gone for about 17 hours. I will let you know for sure the total when it is over and the next time I post. I really enjoy having these friendly competitions. The are harmless and both Joe and I are good sports about things so it's cool. So Joe? Beat this! Your turn!
You know, I didn't realize how immature some people could be. I am speaking of Darcy. I try not to write about things like this in here and keep them either to myself or write on my computer and keep it to my own documents folder, but i am really just in awe of just how stupid he was today, or should I say yesterday. As most of yu know, I hang out on Sycho's network, w33d. I know you may be asking why I do hang there and the answer is simple really, i like talking to some of the people there. Well, the night before last, Darcy brought his friend Shannon on there who goes by Rish. This is the girl he is also interested in, or at least that is my understanding. Ok, all good and fine. She lives in Canada near him so cool, whatever. So, today I was on and in the main chan Darcy says, "Having Shannon on here is good cause if she flirts with me, it will make Eryn seriously jealous." My first thaught was you dumb ass. In chan I typed, no it won't, I'm not the jealous type. Sycho said rut roh. I don't know if he meant that to go in main chan or if he meant to type to Sycho but whatever that's not the point, the point is, it went in main chan. Why the hell should i be jealous? When Darcy wished a tornado would take out Mankato, I stopped caring. I stopped caring what he thaught, not that i ever really did cause I am me and I think what I want anyhow, but ya know. Well, Sycho got angry and pist off. He sit himself to away and then pm'd me. He informed me that he was not pleased and that there was no call for what Darcy had done. I told him it took of lot of restraint not to tell him off in main chan and Sycho said he knew it did. Sycho demoted him wich means he took away Darcy's op status and banned him for a week. I told Sycho that Darcy needed to grow the fuck up and Sycho agreed with me. Ah well, stupid internet people sometimes. There are the cool ones and you know who you are, there are to many of you to list.
Right now, I am listening to an irish cd and winding down from this long marathon show wich is now 17 hours long. I love irish music cause there are the songs that make you happy and feel like doing an irish jig wich i do at times, and then there are the ones you listen to that just relax you. Some you listen to make you visualize Ireland and all of it's beauty. It kind of makes you wish you were there. I just love the irish whistle too, I wish I could play one. i also want to learn to play the irish harp, actually the harp period. i absolutely love that instrument, it's so pretty sounding. The bagpipes too, but my asthma an my lungs wouldn't like that one. I want to move to Ireland. That is my biggest dream right now. I will someday make it happen, I will leave here and go to Ireland. I will fullfill that dream. i want to meet and marry an irishman too. One that has the accent and all. *grins*. We have an authentic irish pub here called McGoff's Irish Pub, and we went there last week I believe it was for dinner. I got all excited because Flint read the menu and it said irish specials. i asked him what they were and he told me so I got an authentic irish meal that night. I havne't had one of those since i lived at home. We have to go there again soon.
Ok so I am tired and there is a pretty black and white cat looking me, waiting for me to do something so I suppose I should go see what it is he wants. Wait, maybe i should say hansom black and white kitty waiting for me, lol. At any rate, Ozzy wants my attention.

Until next time all, I'm out.
<3<3<3hugs to all.

BTW, hour 19 now. lol!

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Eryn

I'm Alive!

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:51:02 GMT

Hi all,

Yes I've done it yet again, another survey that i got from nightdrake and I did more quizzes as well. It seems as if that is what I do mostly now. i need to get a better life so I don't sit and do these stupid things. I was actually going to take a break from doing surveys but then I saw this one in nightdrake's journal and had to do it. So Gina, yes I'm blaming you, it is all your fault. j/k, LOL! I love doing these things. I am inclined to agree with her though, she says people need to come with different/better surveys. I definitely am with you on that one. \m/ Gina.

1. Can you cook?
Yes I can.
2. What was your dream growing up?
I had lots of dreams but I guess the one most note worthy would be, I wanted to be a firefighter. It’s kind of ironic cause I hate fire now.
3. What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could play the harp.
4. Favorite place?
1. My room where I can hide because reality bites ass.
2. Anywhere with my friends.
3. Hanging with my brother Chris.
4. Coffee shops.
5. Favorite vegetable?
I don’t have a favorite, I like most any veggie.
6. What was the last book you read?
Voices From The Titanic, I can’t remember who it’s by.
7. What zodiac sign are u ?
Leo.
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
I have only my ears pierced. I want two tattoos, one of a shamrock and one of a leprechaun.
9. Worst Habit?
Probably biting my nails.
10. Do we know each other outside of lj?
Nope.
11. What is your favorite sport?
Hockey and Football.
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
I try to always be optimistic although it’s been really hard to be that way around here lately.
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
I’d say hello and talk to you. This goes to Gina since I have only seen this in her lj.
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
I’d have to say losing Jim.
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
I think the top of cat’s noses feel cool.
16. Do u have any pets?
Yep, a cat named Ozzy.
17. Do u know how to do the macerana?
Yes of course.
18. What time is it where u are now?
1:22 A.M.
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Oh my god! Clowns scare the hell out of me. I hate them.
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
I’d have different color eyes. They are blue right now but if I could, I’d change them to green.
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
I’d be your partner in crime. Sounds fun. *laughs*
22. What color eyes do you have?
Blue.
23. Ever been arrested?
Of course not.
24. Bottle or Draft?
It doesn’t matter bc beer is only good for one thing, making rootbeer barrels.
25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
I’d give it to my roommates so that the stress of no money can stop.
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
I don’t like bubble gum much, I like wintergreen or spirament.
27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?
Oh God I haven’t been to a bar in ages.
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes definitely.
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
Chat on irc, sing, and write.
30. Do you swear a lot?
Yes, bad I know but I do.
31. Biggest pet peeve?
People that lie to get what they want, people that treat me like I can’t do anything because of my blindness and people that can’t keep it real, fake people.
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Friendly.
33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
I’ll post it in my journal and people can copy and paste their own answers.

Your Average American Name Is...

Maria Marie Young

What's
Your Average American Name?

Your Scandinavian Name is:

Hilde Olin

What's
Your Scandinavian Name?

Your Birthdate: August 9

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What
Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are compassionate, caring, and soothing.
You like other people to depend on you...
In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out.

Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems.
Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart.
You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.

What's
the Part of You That No One Sees?

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Keira Ellena Hazlewood

What
Very Uncommon Name Should You Have?

DISCLAIMER!!!!!!!

I’m putting this first part behind cuts cause it’s kind of depressing and I don’t want people to read if they don’t want to. It’s why I haven’t written in a while. Because I didn’t have anything happy to write about so I didn’t bother. So, this first part is negative and the part I don’t put behind a cut is happiness.

END DISCLAIMER!!!!!!!

Things around here have been getting worse and worse. No matter how hard I try I can’t seem to stay happy. When I am happy it is for little short periods of time. There is so much fighting going on and it’s because Flint is so on edge about money. They baught a couch last year that needs paid off, they have taxes due and Vernon’s vet visit all in the same month. They don’t know how they are going to do it and it’s such a struggle everyday to just keep to myself and not say anything. That has become hard to do as well. I find that I can’t bite my tongue and end up fighting with them. Then I’m annoyed with the way the apartment is. I feel I don’t have enough space in my room and it’s driving me crazy as well. I hate fighting with them but it’s all anyone seems to want to do around here these days. Angela gets depressed cause she can’t do or go where she wants. She is bored and I can relate because I am bored as well. She doesn’t want to do anything though, everything she wants to do requires money and we don’t’ have any. Flint gets upset cause he has to tell her no and he hates doing that. Things have been so bad that I have decided it best for me to move out come October. I think things may be better that way. I will be able to have my own space and my cat will not be getting yelled at by three people. They can come visit but I don’t feel I can live here, not unless things change somehow and I don’t forsee it. I spend way to much time crying and worrying and it’s not good for me. Hell, it wouldn’t be good for anyone. I can’t deal with Angela’s jealousy anymore either, it is getting to me extremely badly. I got into singing in the choir at this church that is like a pagan/wiccan place to go. I was asked to be their soloist. I was excited and said yes that I would do it. Well, I came home and told Flint about it and he wanted to hear the tape of the choir singing, so while we were listening I was telling him the notes I have to sing and the solo I get to do on Sunday after next. Angela gets up and walks out of the room all upset. Flint went after her to find out what was wrong. He comes back into the kitchen screaming and yelling about how he can’t deal with her jealousy anymore. I asked him what that was all about and he told me that Angela is mad and jealous about the fact that I can sing and she can’t. She says she can’t because of the vns she had put in. I was like she can still sing, she just has to use her magnet to stop it from going off till the song is done. Oh no, that’s not good enough for her, that would look bad and people would stare at her. She spends to much time caring about what people think of her appearance and that is why she doesn’t wear her hearing aides either. To me, it would be more embarrassing having to say what all the time cause I didn’t hear you or something. I don’t see what it matters anyway, she has a boyfriend and she should only care what he thinks and he loves her for the way she is. I don’t know, that fucking irritates me. I’m tired of her being so god damn jealous of me and the things I do, or the things I have. So to make her happy I was going to quit choir. Some of my friends convinced me to do otherwise though. I can’t even finish my cd and send it to the record label I was going to send it to because what if it becomes successful? She’ll be really pist off over that. So again, I give up my happiness because little miss princess syndrome can’t handle it. I’m really thankful for the friends I do have who convince me to keep going, Gina you rock. Stephen who has always been my number 1 fan ever since he first heard me sing. And the friends who have always believed in me, I thank you all. You all rock. Ok, enough of this rant, time to think happy thoughts.

Gina and I caught up after not talking for a while. We have both decided that we need to change the fact that we havne’t talked in ages. We need to talk more definitely. I am getting my new phone next week so that will rock for sure. I have really missed talking to her and it was good to talk to her again. I’m glad she and Tim are doing good, that rules! It was funny cause the last time she visited him, I swore I thaught she had moved there. When I mentioned that to her, she laughed and said, “You along with the rest of the world.” That amused me. I’m sure she will one day and when she does that’ll rock, just as long as she doesn’t forget about all of us little peoples. I’m kidding Gina, I know you wouldn’t forget us.
I’ve been talking to Chris from Georgia again. I can’t decide if that is a curse or a blessing. I was talking to him yesterday and he was bringing up a lot of memories from the past. He reminded me of things that I didn’t remember, like the day I left Georgia for good. I was 15 and we were standing at the end of the hallway by the lockers. We were standing where the door was to go outside. We stood there holding hands, he had both my hands one in each hand. He was 19 at the time. I told him I was moving to Minnesota and he was like, no, you can’t go. I told him I had to and apparently I started crying really hard. I told him I didn’t have a choice but to go and he was like no! You can’t go, please stay with me. I looked up at him and said, I have to go, I’d love to stay here with you but I can’t. Now I don’t remember this part but I apparently told him I loved him at that point. He said I love you too but it doesn’t matter now, you are leaving so it doesn’t matter. I guess I said fine, and I let go of his hands and turned and walked down the hill that led to the other door going outside. I looked back at him and he was standing there watching me go. He watched me leave and then when I was out of sight, he left as well. I didn’t’ hear from him again till I went back to visit the next summer. When I went back, I called him and he couldn’t be bothered to talk to me, we argued about something and that was that. He told me he’d call me back and never did. I was 17 that summer. After that, I didn’t hear from him again till I was 30. After all those years, he is still in love with me. He said there wasn’t a day that went by that he didn’t think about me and wonder where I was. He said he pined for me for that long and missed me like crazy. The thing is, I missed him too and thaught about him all the time. In fact, I thaught of ways I could go back and be with him, but I knew it was hopeless. Now, I have to admit it…I still love him. I want nothing more than to be with him but I can’t, he is married now and that’s fine. I don’t like his wife Alisha at all though. She treats him like shit and he isn’t in love with her. When he was talking to me on skype, she came home from work. He asked if he was talking to me and he said yes that’s Eryn. She went and told his nephew who I don’t know how old he is, I just know he is an adult, she tells him, that’s the bitch that’s trying to break up my marriage. She then said, and she’s not as good looking as me. She says she is way better looking than I am. Ok, first, she weighs about 450 pounds and whatever. Secondly, I bet it’s me he thinks of when he is with her in bed…I bet he imagines it’s me and not her. He has tole me on a number of occasions that he isn’t in love with her, that he is in love with me. I have never once tried to break them up. That’s not my style. Now his nephew thinks I am like the most evil person on Earth. Chris told his nephew don’t believe everything he hears. She is jealous as all hell and she feels that I am competition. I just don’t know, the bitch is a psychopathic, insecure, ciphillitic afterbirth of a mongloid gangbanger. She needs to grow up and realize that she ain’t all that. Yes I am in love with Chris, but I would never try to break them up, I won’t have to, she’s going to make him leave her all on her own. Like I said, it’s not my style to do such things. I don’t’ usually make it a habbit to go after a married man. Anyway, Chris says that it will all work itself out. He says it will be me and him together in the end. I kind of laughed at him for that one.

Anyway, I think it’s time for me to go. I had to write to let you all know I am still alive. I know it has been forever and a day since I have written in here. I’ll try to keep up more on things.

<3<3<3hugs, Gina, Jen, Stephen, Joe, and to all my other friends too.

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Eryn

Blah

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 16:19:02 GMT

'Lo all,

Daily Horoscope for Leo

03/07/2007

You are best not to confront situations that deal with in-laws or relatives. People who try to persuade you to do things their way will annoy you. You may
need a physical outlet that will help you relieve your tension.

Ok, I have taken yet another survey. I think it was supposed to be done in 2006 cause one of the things was name three goals for 2006 but i answered it anyhow as if it were 2007. I didn't see the harm in it.

*Name 3*
Name 3 Schools You Went To
1.:	Prairie Lane Elementary
2.:	Maple Lake High School
3.:	St. Cathryn's College
Name 3 Things In Your Wallet
1.:	My ID card
2.:	Social Security card
3.:	A picture of my three nieces
Name 3 Things You Always Wear
1.:	Underwear
2.:	Bra
3.:	Deodorant
Name 3 Things You Do When You Are Really Stressed
1.:	Write
2.:	Cry
3.:	Listen to music
Name 3 Favorite Songs Right Now
1.:	Away by Nightwish
2.:	My Immortal by Evanescence
3.:	Chasing Cars bye Snow Patrol
Name 3 Favorite Places To Shop
1.:	Target
2.:	Wal-mart
3.:	The thrift shops
Name 3 Places You Go On A Daily Basis
1.:	The bathroom, I know, I'm such a smart arse.
2.:	Humane Society
3.:	Mankato Place
Name 3 Things You Like To Do
1.:	Sing
2.:	Hang out with friends
3.:	Chat online
Name 3 most valuable possessions
1.:	Computer
2.:	My cat even though I think he owns me.
3.:	my box of things that belonged to Jim
Name 3 favorite fruits:
1.:	Bananas
2.:	Blueberries
3.:	Strawberries
Name 3 things you are addicted to:
1.:	The internet
2.:	Pop
3.:	Chocolate
Name 3 favorite hobbies:
1.:	Singing
2.:	Writing
3.:	Cooking
Name 3 career choices:
1.:	Foreign language interpreting
2.:	Teaching
3.:	Singing perfessionally
Name 3 goals in 2006:
1.:	Getting certified to teach braille
2.:	Getting my own place to live
3.:	Eating healthier
Name 3 plans for next week:
1.:	Grocery shopping
2.:	Talking to my SSB counselor
3.:	Going to the humane society
Three Names You Go By:
1.:	Eryn
2.:	Angel
3.:	The QueenBitch
Three Parts of Your Heritage:
1.:	Irish
2.:	German
3.:	n/a
Three Things That Scare You:
1.:	Spiders
2.:	Clowns
3.:	Flying
Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.:	Pop
2.:	Something sweet
3.:	Water
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.:	A nightshirt that has cats on it
2.:	Underwear of course
3.:	n/a
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:
1.:	Evanescence
2.:	Nightwish
3.:	Korn
Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHER THAN Love):
1.:	Honesty
2.:	trust
3.:	understanding
Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order):
1.:	I am wiccan
2.:	I have been skydiving
3.:	I am 32 years of age
Three PHYSICAL Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
1.:	Hair
2.:	They're strong
3.:	The sound of their voice
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1.:	Ireland
2.:	Hawaii
3.:	England
Three things you want to do before you die:
1.:	Go to Ireland
2.:	Go on a cruise
3.:	Marry an irishman. LOL!
4.?:	Hey! You only said 3.
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And some quizzes.

You Are a Blueberry Margarita

Honestly, there's no one quite like you. And believe it or not, most people think that's a bad thing!
You're open, wild, friendly, wacky, and tons of fun. You have a big personality... and a big heart.

What
Flavor Margarita Are You?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How
Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Preppy Name Is...

Delancey Foxhall Calloway the Sixth
But most people know you as Gigi

What's
Your Preppy Name?

I am so not a prep. LOL!

Well, let’s see, anything noteworthy lately. Not really, a lot of the same old same old day-to-day shit I deal with on a daily basis. Ozzy is more mischeivious than ever and I’m not sure what to do with him. He gets yelled at on a daily basis and I’m sure the poor cat is like God could you people just leave me alone? I know a lot of the things he does is just normal cat things but I still can’t understand why he feels the need to try and eat the dog food. Everytime Vernon tries to eat the cat lunges at him and wants to make him not eat. Sometimes I wish Vernon would growl at him or something but he is to nice of a dog to do so. It probably wouldn’t even work cause Ozzy isn’t afraid of anything. Friday I think I might take him to the vet to see why he has been breathing funny. The other day his nose was running too so he may have a bit of a kitty cold. Right now, he is looking for a place to lie down but I’ve got the bed so cluttered that I’m surprised I can even sleep or sit on it. One of the things I will be doing today is cleaning my room so that will take care of that and poor Ozzy will be able to lie down again. Right now he is laying on my pillows so yeah…poor kitty.
I have got the whole Ted Nugent discography! I so love him I think he is great. I don’t like the fact that he likes to hunt and stuff but his music is good. I got to see him live in concert twice with Kiss and he rocks. I think my favorite song by him is Wango Tango. Everytime I hear that song it makes me want to get up and dance and headbang and stuff.
Well I guess since there isn’t really anything left to note at this time I’ll get outta here. See ya all laters and have a great day.

Blessed be,
Eryn

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Pneumonia Sucks

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:06:05 GMT

Hey all!

Daily Horoscope for Leo

02/23/2007

Your depressed mood has been hard to shake. You will be highly entertaining when in contact with your lover. Take time to do some writing, whether it's
correspondence, poetry, or keeping a journal.

Ten Things Survey
Ten Fav's
Televison show::	I don't have a favorite really. I miss my soaps but that's about it I guess.
Flower::	Roses.
Color::	Black blue and silver.
Sport::	Football and hockey
Store::	Don't have one.
Music::	I like all kinds so it would be hard to say one kind is my favorite.
Food::	Mac and cheese and pizza, and chocolate. Yes, chocolate is an important food.
Season::	Spring and Fall.
Animal::	Tiger
City::	Don't have one.
Ten Facts
Hometown::	Columbus Ohio
Hair Color::	Red
Hair Length::	Like i can sit on it.
Hair Style::	Wavy and a bit curly
Eye Color::	Blue
Mood::	Happy
Orentation::	Straight
Available?:	Nope
Lefty or Righty::	Lefty
Ten Things About Your Life
Have you ever been in love?:	Yes
Do you believe in love?:	Yes
Why did your last relationship fail?:	People told lies to my last bf and he believed them. Plus I wasn't sure if I was happy.
Have you ever been heart broken?:	Yes
Have you ever borken someone's heart?:	Yes
Have you ever fallen for your best friend?:	Yes
Have you loved someone, but never told them?:	Yes
Are you afraid of commitment?:	No
Have you ever had a secret admirer?:	Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?:	Yes
Ten things: This or That
Love or Money::	Love
Hard Liquor or Beer::	How about sex on the beach? I guess hard stuff.
One night stands or relationships::	Relationships
TV or Internet::	Right now, internet but i do miss my TV.
Pepsi or coke::	Pepsi.
Wild night out or romantic night in::	Romantic night in
Black & White or color photos::	Color ones
Phone or in person::	In person
AIM or Myspace::	AIM
Ten Have You Evers
Have you ever been caught sneaking out?:	Yes
Have you ever skinny dipped?:	Yes
Have you ever done something you regret?:	Yes many times.
Have you ever bungee jumped?:	Yes
Have you ever been on a house boat?:	Yes
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?:	Yes
Have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?:	Yes
Have you ever been caught by your parents doing it?:	Nope
Ten Emotions
Are you missing someone right now?:	Yes
Are you happy?:	Yes
Are you talking to anyone right now?:	No
Are you bored?:	Yes
Are you german?:	I'm half German.
Are you irish?:	I'm half Irish.
Are you french?:	Nope
Are you Italian?:	Nope
Are your parents still married?:	No
Do you like someone right now?:	Yes
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Bordem yes bordom keeps me going and doing these stupid surveys. Well that and i do find some of them amusing from time to time. I do promise however to keep putting them behind cuts. I don't want to clutter my friend's page with the results, at least i give you a choice to read or not to read. Aren't I so sweet?
You'll have to excuse my mood, I'm extremely happy and have a new outlook on life. I'll explain why.
I just got over a nasty fight with pneumonia. It only seems like a cold at moment and it seems to be getting better and better
everyday. I had a bit of a scare because when i had my chest x-rays on Monday to see what was wrong with me, they found a tiny nodual on my left lung.
You can about imagine how scared I was. Today after going to the doctor and having the x-rays looked at again, they have said that my spot on my lung is
benign. I am extremely happy and i have had the scare of my life but it's all over now. I do know one thing, i'm glad I quit smoking when I did. If I hadn't,
it would have made me do so now. *smiles*
I can make this promise to everyone reading this journal, no more of the cancer sticks for this girlie, none. I do not wish to die before my time. I was very afraid, very.
So, that is why I am so happy. No cancer and i can rest much easier now. I would have written sooner to tell you all what was going on but I didn't want to worry you all before i had to. I was hoping i wouldn't have to at all and it turns out I didn't. Now to just get rid of this Pneumonia in a hurry, I'm tired of taking Prednizone. hahahahahha!
Let's see, today was the first time I'd really been out of the house for any period of time since I got sick. It felt so good and for the past couple of days it has been very nice out, very spring-like. Now today we are supposed to get freezing rain again and rumor has it we are in for a blizzard. Ugh! i don't want that. I guess I'll see what the weekend holds.
Well, for now, I'm off. I'm tired and need my sleep.

<3<3<3hugs to all.

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Eryn

Blah

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 13:17:28 GMT

Greetings peeps,

Daily Horoscope for Leo

02/19/2007

You can make a big difference to children if you are understanding of the difficulties they are experiencing. Avoid lending money or belongings to friends.
Be prepared to jump quickly if you wish to stay in the forefront of your industry today.

I just thaught I'd take this poll to express my feelings on the matter. I chose sex with someone you love only.

Well, not much to report really. I am a member of bzoink now and i like my user name on there. I figure I hang out there enough I might as well sign up for the free account. I already have a friend on there, it rocks. I have decided to use the journal they have on there as well. Don't worry dont' get all freaked out peoples I am still going to be updating this one more. Scared ya didn't I?
I am still sick and getting really sick of being sick. I was supposed to go have my lung tests done today but I don't know if I will be able to as I can't breathe to well at moment and my inhaler isn't working to help at all. If I go through with the tests, it might not be so accurate when the results come back. I'm going to call the hospital to see what they suggest. I'll keep you posted.
Well, I guess that's all for now. Write more later.

<3<3<3<3hugs to all.

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Eryn

Sick Again

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 22:27:09 GMT

Daily Horoscope for Leo

02/17/2007

You can expect to have a passionate time if you go out with someone you are romantically interested in. New interests are preoccupying your time. Put something
away in case of an emergency.

*The Shiazzz Survey*
So Basically...
What is your first name?:	Eryn
What is your middle name?:	Sierra
What is your zodiac sign?:	Leo
are you happy right now?:	No
Look at me...
What is your natural hair color?:	Auburn
What is your current hair?:	Red
What color are your eyes?:	Blue
How many piercings do you have?:	Two, a hole in each ear.
Do you have straight, wavy, or curly hair?:	Wavy and curly when it's short.
How tall are you?:	5,2
Currently wearing...
What shirt are you wearing?:	I'm not wearing a shirt, i'm wearing a nightgown.
Are you wearing a necklace?:	No
THiS-oR-THaT...
Pepsi or Mountain Dew?:	Mountain Dew
Rock or Rap?:	I like some of both.
Coffee or Hot cocoa?:	I like both.
basbeball or softball?:	Baseball
Wild night out or romantic night in?:	Romantic night in.
Chocolate or vanilla?:	Chocolate
Hummer or sports car?:	Sports car
Do you like a guy or a girl?:	A guy
Bracelet or necklace?:	Bracelet
Pink or purple?:	I don't like either color.
Sleeping in or waking up early?:	Sleeping but my cat doesn't let me sleep much.
Beach or boardwalk?:	Beach
Hoodie or tshirt?:	I like both.
Night or day?:	Night
Love or lust:	Love
California or Florida?:	Florida
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte?:	I like both bands.
Have you ever...
Hugged someone?:	yes
Been on the phone till the sun came up?:	Yes
flashed anyone:	Yes
Mooned anyone?:	Yes
Got chased by the police?:	No
Got in trouble by the police?:	No
Went to juvy?:	No
Went streaking?:	Yes
Crashed a party?:	No
Slept past 4 in the afternoon?:	Yes
Been rejected?:	Yes
Skipped school?:	Yes
Skipped a class?:	Yes
Who's the last...
Person you talked to in person?:	Flint
Person you talked to online?:	Steven
Person you talked to on the phone?:	Deborah
Person you texted?:	If that means cell phone, I don't use one.
Person who last texted you?:	N/A
Movie you saw in theaters?:	Lord Of The Rings, The Two Towers.
Thing you drank?:	apple juice
Thing you laughed at?:	A pizza comercial on the radio.
Questions...
Do you like surveys?:	Yes
Are you scared of what life will be like in 10 years?:	No
Do you get sad?:	Yes
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Yup yup, Eryn’s sick once again. I’m so tired of feeling sick. I just get over a cold and here we go again, another one comes along. Why am I the only one to catch a cold. I live in this house with two other people, a cat and a dog and none of them hardly get colds. Ok well we think that Ozzy might have a small cold but not to sure. Flint has a nose infection and has to apply cream in his nose three times daily wich I laughed at when he told me. I’d hate to stick that crap up my nose, glad it’s not me. My issue right now is, I can’t breathe through mine and it seems as if I am constantly blowing it. I’m tired of this crap going around, I wish it would go away. There is a remedy I want to try. It’s honey and cinnamon powder. You are supposed to take 1 table spoon of luke-warm honey with ¼ teaspoon of cinnamon for three days and it’s supposed to get rid of the cold and clear the sinuses. So here’s hoping against all hope it works.
Last night was a joy around here. Angela decided to throw one of her famous tempers once again. Nothing new lately. She had fallen in love with this cat at the humane society named Mooky and was hoping she and Flint could adopt him. There is a problem though, Mooky is FIV possative. For those of you who may not know what that is it stands for Feline Immunodeficiency Virus. So in essence it’s kitty cat aids, kind of like the human HIV. Well no problem right? Wrong. FIV can be transferred to other cats and bing that I have Ozzy, I was really against this as Ozzy is FIV free. So Angela and Flint both went on the internet and told me that they found info that it can’t be spread so easily. Still concerned, I talked to Deborah who is also a cat breeder. She told me that it was not true. It can be spread very easily. So to be sure, we called the vet and the vet confirmed what I had been afraid of. FIV can be spread through drinking out of the same water dish, eating out of the same food dish and just by them snarling and hissing at each other. Basically, if Mooky were to get Ozzy with any of his saliva, Ozzy would most likely contract it. So, I came home and gave Angela this news. She was upset wich was to be expected and I felt bad for having to tell her this. She was sad but I thaught maybe she’d be ok, it tuns out she wasn’t. Last night she went outside and wouldn’t speak to anyone. It was freezing out last night and it was snowing and the winds were blowing so I don’t know what the hell she was thinking. Flint went out to talk to her and she finally told him she is jealous of me once more because I have a cat that will play with me and pay attention to me. I told her standing outside in the cold wasn’t going to solve anything. She said she wanted to be alone. I said well there are places in the apartment you can go to be alone if that’s what you want, but she wouldn’t budge. Finally Flint came in and was scared for her. I can understand. He was so afraid he was shaking and crying practically. When she did come in she didn’t care if my cat was by the door or not she took her time coming and closing the door. I was thinking that she was hoping he would run outside. Thank the Goddess he didn’t, he’d never make it outside with it being so cold. I tell you, I don’t know how much more I can take of her tantrums. I think I just definitely need to move out of here and then she can stop being so jealous of me. Flint says it won’t help, she’d still be that way.
Yeah so that’s what’s going on with me right now. I went and got Ozzy a new cat carrier yesterday and that makes me feel better. Now in case there is a fire and something I can grab him and bring him with me.
Well, that’s all for now, I’m off. Not feeling good at all. Laters all.

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Eryn

Thinking Back

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 18:10:36 GMT

Hello everyone,

Bordom strikes again. i took these four quizzes because i am just totally bored out of my gored. OMFG~ I can't believe i used that phraise. I used to use that one all the time but haven't for a long while now. I will put them behind a cut however. I don't want to clutter my friends page with them. Aren't I nice? J/K.

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow.
You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.
Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What
Color Is Your Brain?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How
Happy Are You, Really?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You are a PC

You're practical, thrifty, and able to do almost anything.
Appearances and trends aren't important to you. You just like to get the job done.

Are
You a Mac or a PC?

Have you ever heard a song that triggered thaughts of your past and find yourself wishing that you could do things all over again? I have. The other night i was lying in bed listening to the radio and this song came on that made me think of the friends i used to have, the ones I did everything with, and all the fun we had. There's Lisa, she was so soft spoken and so awesome. Now she's married and has two children the last I heard. My best friend Denise who I love and miss dearly. She is so sweet and all around a good person. She hardly ever got mad. I still talk to her once in a while but she is a mother of two and has a fiancee that she lives with. I don't really get to see her anymore. Then there's Suzie. Suzie who was a scared 13-year-old girl that got pregnant and had her first baby at 14. I am a few years older than her but we were still friends. She now is married as well and has another child. Then Derek, Tony, Amen, Patty, Lory, Danny, Laura, Lyle, Pam, Ed, Dan, Andy, Beth, Darren, Kit, Kitty, Shantelle, Micky, Heidi, Sarah, and last but not least Alicia. I used to hang with that crowed all the time. I don't know what has happened to many of them anymore. And then most recently there's April, Lenny, Alan, Simon, Danny, Bert, Teresa, Mark, Ian, Jessica, Tressa, Kayla, Maylee, Mandi, and Tess. I miss them all. I met most of them through Lenny and April. April is a good person and so is Lenny when he's not got a angry streak. I don't know, looking back i wish I could do most of this all over again. I would definitely try to maintain some of those friendships. Some of them were no doubt going to drift away, but I wish I knew where some of them were. Then there are my school friends: Chris from Georgia, Trudy, Dianna, Brandy 1, Brandy 2, and Brandy 3, Amy, Becca, Chad, J.H., Patrick, Shaun, Irish Shannon who had a crush on me and yes he is a guy, Trinnette, Shalanda, Charlotte, Jason, John, Ricky, Samantha, Amber, Jackie, Suzzette, and Tanya. i know it seems as if I had a lot of friends. I think that if I hadn't left Georgia, I would still be friends with most of them. I miss them all in some way. I think i'll try to get back in contact with a few of them. Shannon, I do talk to him wich rocks and Simon as well. There are a few I still talk to as well. I love all of my online friends, but I do miss most of my rl ones. I know i can't go back in time like I'd love to do but it would be fun to see what most of them are up too. Actually what would really be fun is getting everyone together and have a big reunion. That would rock! Most of all, I miss Jim. I miss everything about him. His geekyness, the way he smelled, the way he used to tell me not to do something stupid, just everything. I miss his love most of all. The way he used to hold me at night and keep me warm in the winters. I miss him terribly.
Valentine's Day sucked. I hoep everyone had a good one anda much better one than I did. Flint and i baked the heart-shaped cake I was telling you guys about in the last entry. It turned out pretty good. There were a couple of issues with it but it turned out ok.
Yesterday i went to work and it was sad. We got in these two puppies and one of them was ok and the other is doing not so good. So i had to help with taking care of the one that isn't doing so well. The poor thing has sores all over it's body and he's in a lot of pain. He had a temp of 103 and I held him while they gave him shots and everything. It was sad to hear him cry like he was. It almost made me want to cry. i hope he pulls through. The two were found sitting in a pet carrier in the freezing cold. Personally I'm kind of surprised that they made it through the cold, at least they had each other for warmth. Then we got this cat in and he was found in the woods with his two hind legs duct taped together. He now has two casts, one on each hind leg. He seems pretty happy considering and he is very loving and very affectionate. Who would do such horrible things to animals. I hate people that are cruel to animals. I mean come on, most of the time they are so defenseless and it is up to us to help take care of them, not hurt them. If I had the means to do so and enough room, I have a pet rescue place. I'd take in cats and dogs that need me, that were enjured and abandoned. I want to save animals. I think that people who do mean things to animals should have mean things done to them. I mean they will get theirs in the end I know but still...
Anyway, I'm going to find breakfast, i'm hungry.

<3<3<3hugs to all.

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Happy Valentine's Day

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 16:59:25 GMT

Greetings ya’ll,

First of all, just allow me to say, happy Valentine’s Day to you all. I can’t quite decide if I like this holiday or not. I mean come on, in ways I think it’s just another ploy to get you to go and spend tons of money that one may ormay not have. And why do you need two holidays to show someone that you love them? I mean we’ve got Sweetis Day and this one, I don’t get it. If you love someone and they love you, shouldn’t that be enough year-round? Ok ok, I won’t rant about it anymore, yes, I hate the holiday, but I don’t want to ruin it for the rest of you who love it. Ok, truthfully? I love this day, I just needed something to rant about. I am one of the biggest romantics I know and so if there can be a day to celebrate love, then why not. *smiles* So again I say, happy Valentine’s Day!
I took a few V Day quizzes that I thaught looked kind of fun so here they are.

Valentine's Day Advice From QuizGalaxy to Eryn Poss

	"Chocolate and flowers can go further than you think."

What is your Valentine's Day advice? at QuizGalaxy.com


	Dear Cupid, This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
Nightdrake and I had a sexy mud fight and I was victorious. I went to the movies and caught Dougo2002 and Trek_west making out. Kjsisco bought me some chocolate truffles... which I re-gifted to Kjsisco.
So, as you can see, it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Blindgeek fall in love with me this Valentine's day? Sincerely,

Take this Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
( or, take the 'adult' version at QuizUniverse.com )


	Dear Cupid, This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
Jaguremusic left a huge flaming vagina on my yard American Beauty style. Canadian_diva and I had a threeway kiss with Quizgalaxy. Nightdrake told me I looked awesome without my clothes on which made me invest in some curtains.
So, as you can see, it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Wildman_joe fall in love with me this Valentine's day? Sincerely,

Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com
( or, take the work-safe version at QuizGalaxy.com )

Ok, that was amusing. Leave it to me to take those quizzes. But, do you think I could stop at the regular quiz? No, I had to go and take the adult quiz too. I just had to, I was curious and wanted to see how it would turn out. I swear, sometimes I think I'm just to curious for me own good. Either way, I'm just totally amused. However, girls are most definitely not my thing. Eryn is most definitely into guys. I don't think my friends on here will take offense though.
Lets see, I haven’t been up to much, I haven’t even been up to no good. Damn, what’s wrong with me? Nothing really note worthy wich is why I haven’t written much. Everything I wanted to write about is to upsetting and depressing so I’ll leave it for another day.
I have decided to change my cat’s name. Bary has been changed to Ozzy. I have always wanted to name a cat Ozzy and this seemed like the perfect cat to be named it. He kind of makes me think of Ozzy Osbourne, the whole I don’t care what you think attitude, the fuck off/fuck you thing. I like that name better anyhow than Bary. I will keep his name as Baryshnikov but it will be his middle name now. So his full name is…Ozzy Baryshnikov Poss.
Anyhow, I got a cake to bake. I am going to bake a heart-shaped cake. It’s kind of my gift to Flint and Angela for V Day. I got a white cake mix but am going to add red food coloring to it to turn the batter red. It will be frosted with pink icing and sprinkles will cover it. I have these candy hearts and I’m not sure if I am going to use them yet. It sounds like a cute idea so I may. I will bake it in a heart-shaped cakepan. I have always wanted one of those and I finally got me one.
Alright, I’m gone for now. Have an awesome day everyone.
Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox <3<3<3hugs all. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

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Purple, Not So Bad

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 14:35:31 GMT

404 Error

Page Not Found

This page is not here
like plum blossoms in the wind
existence is fake

That's what I got this morning when I tried to access my lj page. It simply didn't work so that's what I saw. I like those. I must say they do have some pretty creative ones.

Ok, so back to the basics. First a quiz.

Where will you be stabbed?

BY WHO?
Kim Jong-Il

WHY?
They had mistaken you for that sexy person who kept stealing all their lovers

Where will you be stabbed? at QuizGalaxy.com

Now my first question is who the hell is that Kim person? Call me stupid, but I have no clue who that is. Ah wel, talk about your weird entertainment…but oh how I do love to take quizzes. They are kind of fun.

Sorry guys that I haven’t been keeping up with this like I said I would. Things around here have been a bit crazy but ok, anyhow, here is your romantic gestures.

ROMANTIC GESTURES

16. I think the most romantic thing one person can do for another is to write a love letter. Nothing beats an honest-to-God love letter in the mailbox to
make a lasting impression. Even couples who have lived together for years can indulge in love-letter writing and reading. Start with some pretty stationery
or a pretty card, then carefully choose the words that best express your feelings. Not sure where to begin? How about,
'I remember the day we met...'

17. Plan a day to do just what he or she likes to do. If he loves sports and you hate them, buy him tickets to see his favorite team, then go along to cheer
them on to victory. If she loves shopping and you avoid malls like the plague, take her out for a day of shopping at her favorite store.
The idea is to do something your partner enjoys -- and enjoy it with them!

18. Buy one or more small gifts for your beloved. Hide them where they'll be sure to surprise: in a coat pocket, the glove compartment of the car, under
a pillow.

19. Have a picnic in your yard or the local park, or, if it's cold outside, spread a blanket on your living room floor. Indulge in all the goodies you might
normally avoid: good wine, expensive cheese, bread from the bakery, fine chocolates -whatever pleases your palate.

20. Borrow your kids' bubbles and let the wind take them away, along with your cares.

DAILY ROSES
Deep Burgundy
Unconscious Beauty
White
Purity, Innocence, Silence, Secrecy, Reverence, Humility, Youthfulness, I am worthy of you, Heavenly
I gave you two roses today since I have been so far behind.

TRIVIA Q&A

Ok so your last trivia question was this…
Wich musical instrument was invented by Belgian Adolphe Sax?
A. Trumpet
B. Saxophone
C. Euphonium
D. Tuba
Your answer: Saxophone.

New question:
What is the longest river in the world?
A. Amazon.
B. Mississippi.
C. Zambezi.
D. Nile.
Your answer next time.

Well let’s see. Not a lot going on as of late. I’d like to welcome arfy8820 to my friends page and also thecrazykiwi to my friends page as well. I hope you both enjoy my reading of rants, raves and other things.
I have learned that the place where I am currently working is going to be moving and it makes me sad because our transportation doesn’t go all the way to where it is moving so unfortunately as of spring, I will not be working at the humane society anymore. I am so going to miss the animals. Time to join the non-working peoples again. That’s ok for a while but I definitely want to find something to do again. I hate sitting around being bored.
I went shopping yesterday because I needed winter shirts and I found like seven that I loved and got them. Yay for thrift stores! I love those places because while they have strange things, they also have things that are kind of cool. I got a hockey jersey and it has a picture of a shark eating a hocky puck. It’s really kind of cool. I also got a purple sweater and I usually hate purple but this is a pretty purple so maybe it’s not such a bad color afterall. I found a red sweater and Deborah says that red looks good on me and so do greens. Then I got this baby-blue shirt that feels kind of satiny and it’s awesome. Then I found a gray moc-turtleneck. I got two more sweaters, one is navy blue and the other is tan with different colors in it. The sweaters are all soft and that’s awesome.
Well, I guess nothing much more to say at this point so I’ll write again soon.

<3<3<3hugs to all who read this.

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Eryn

Sorry All

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:55:43 GMT

Hey all,

Before I get to my other junk of the entry, i just want to share something with you all. I got this in an e-mail from Jen.

I WISH YOU A SANDPIPER

by Robert Peterson

She was six years old when I first met her on the
beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a
distance of three or four miles, whenever the world
begins to close in on me. She was building a sand
castle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as
the sea.

"Hello," she said.

I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to
bother with a small child.

"I'm building," she said.

"I see that. What is it?" I asked, not really caring.

"Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand."

That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes.

A sandpiper glided by.

"That's a joy," the child said.

"It's a what?"

"It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us
joy."

The bird went gliding down the beach. Good-bye joy, I
muttered to myself, hello pain, and turned to walk
on. I was depressed, my life seemed completely
out of balance.

"What's your name?" She wouldn't give up.

"Robert," I answered. "I'm Robert Peterson."

" Mine is Wendy... I'm six."

"Hi, Wendy."

She giggled. "You're funny," she said.

In spite of my gloom, I laughed too and walked on. Her
musical giggle followed me.

"Come again, Mr. P," she called. "We'll have another
happy day."

The next few days consisted of a group of unruly Boy
Scouts, PTA meetings, and an ailing mother. The sun
was shining one morning as I took my hands out
of the dishwater. I need a sandpiper, I said to
myself, gathering up my
coat.

The ever-changing balm of the seashore awaited me. The
breeze was chilly but I strode along, trying to
recapture the serenity I needed.

"Hello, Mr. P," she said. "Do you want to play?"

"What did you have in mind?" I asked, with a twinge of
annoyance.

"I don't know. You say."

"How about charades?" I asked sarcastically.

The tinkling laughter burst forth again. "I don't know
what that is."

"Then let's just walk." Looking at her, I noticed the
delicate fairness of her face. "Where do you live?" I
asked.

"Over there." She pointed toward a row of summer
cottages.

Strange, I thought, in winter.

"Where do you go to school?"

"I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on vacation."

She chattered little girl talk as we strolled up the
beach, but my mind was on other things. When I left
for home, Wendy said it had been a happy day.
Feeling surprisingly better, I smiled at her and
agreed.

Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a state of
near panic. I was in no mood to even greet Wendy. I
thought I saw her mother on the porch and felt
like demanding she keep her child at home.

"Look, if you don't mind," I said crossly when Wendy
caught up with me, "I'd rather be alone today." She
seemed unusually pale and out of breath.

"Why?" she asked.

I turned to her and shouted, "Because my mother died!"
and thought, My God, why was I saying this to a little
child?

"Oh," she said quietly, "then this is a bad day."

"Yes," I said, "and yesterday and the day before and
-- oh, go away!"

"Did it hurt?" she inquired.

"Did what hurt?" I was exasperated with her, with
myself.

"When she died?"

"Of course it hurt!" I snapped, misunderstanding,
wrapped up in myself. I strode off.

A month or so after that, when I next went to the
beach, she wasn't there. Feeling guilty, ashamed, and
admitting to myself I missed her, I went up to
the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. A
drawn looking young woman with honey-colored hair
opened the door.

"Hello," I said, "I'm Robert Peterson. I missed your
little girl today and wondered where she was."

"Oh yes, Mr. Peterson, please come in. Wendy spoke of
you so much. I'm afraid I allowed her to bother you.
If she was a nuisance, please, accept my apologies."

"Not at all -- she's a delightful child." I said,
suddenly realizing that I meant what I had just said.

"Wendy died last week, Mr. Peterson. She had leukemia.
Maybe she didn't tell you."

Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. I had to catch my
breath.

"She loved this beach, so when she asked to come, we
couldn't say no. She seemed so much better here and
had a lot of what she called happy days. But the
last few weeks, she declined rapidly..." Her voice
faltered, "She left
something for you, if only I can find it. Could you
wait a moment while I look?"

I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something to say
to this lovely young woman. She handed me a smeared
envelope with "MR. P" printed in bold childish
letters. Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues --
a yellow beach,
a blue sea, and a brown bird. Underneath was carefully
printed:

A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY.

Tears welled up in my eyes, and a heart that had
almost forgotten to love opened wide. I took Wendy's
mother in my arms. "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm
so sorry," I uttered over and over, and we wept
together. The precious little picture is framed now
and hangs in my study. Six words -- one for each year
of her life -- that speak to me of harmony, courage,
and undemanding love.

A gift from a child with sea blue eyes and hair the
color of sand
-- who taught me the gift of love.

NOTE: This is a true story sent out by Robert
Peterson. It happened over 20 years ago and the
incident changed his life forever. It serves as a
reminder
to all of us that we need to take time to enjoy living
and life and each other.
The price of hating other human beings is loving
oneself less.

Life is so complicated, the hustle and bustle of
everyday traumas can make us lose focus about what is
truly important
or what is only a momentary setback or crisis.

This week, be sure to give your loved ones an extra
hug, and by all means, take a moment... even if it is
only ten seconds, to stop and smell the roses.

This comes from someones heart, and is read by many
and now I share it with you...

May your higher power Bless everyone who receives this! There are NO
coincidences!

Everything that happens to us happens for a reason.
Never brush aside anyone as insignificant. Who knows
what they can teach us?

I wish for you, a sandpiper.
So as for me, to all of my friends and to all who read my journal, I wish for you all a sandpiper. Hugs to you all and may you all find joy in whatever you do always.
Ok, enough of that sappy stuff. Yes it was sappy even though I meant it.

ROMANTIC GESTURES

11. Romantic Things to Say. I love you more today than I did yesterday, but only half as much as I will tomorrow or, You complete Me. Don't forget funny
sayings either, nothing is more romantic than you and your partner laughing together, sharing a funny story or memory. Romance is Living,
Laughing and Loving Together.

12. Leave early from work, take the children to the grandparents for the evening. Then return home and tidy up everything so that s/he walks into a clean
house. Greet him/her at the door with a smile and a kiss, have their
favorite take out meal already delivered and placed on the table with nice china and fresh flowers. To really surprise them, don't do this on a special
occasion like an anniversary, rather let the occasion be that you love them and were thinking of them.

13. Take your significant other out for an ice cream cone.

14. Forget the chores and take a day trip to a nearby state park, lake, etc. Have a picnic, hold hands, relax together.

15. Taking a bath together and washing each others hair. Slowly. For a long time.

DAILY ROSE

Red (Single)
"I Love You"

TRIVIA

Ok, the other day I asked:
Wich chess piece is of the lowest theoretical value?
A. Knight
B. Castle
C. Bishop
D. Pawn
And your answer is...
Answer- Pawn.
The new question is...

Wich musical instrument was invented by Belgian Adolphe Sax?
A. Trumpet
B. Saxophone
C. Euphonium
D. Tuba
Your answer tomorrow.
Sorry guys about not keeping up with this thing, I'll do better I promise.

I GOT MY PIZZA!!!!!!!!!! I had the worst craving for pizza and I finally got to have it. Yay for pizza! We ended up getting three large pizzas because I had gotten this cupon in my e-mail and since we all eat different kinds of pizza, we had to do it. We also got chicken strips and parmesan breadsticks. We ordered from Papa John’s. They are so good. They have this deal too that if you order online you get a free 6 pack of pop. We didn’t know that till the pizza guy delivered our stuff and he forgot Flint’s credit card receipt and had to go and bring it back for him to sign. It was then that he told us we get a free 6 pack and he brought that to us too as he had forgotten it when he brought our order the first time around. Yeah yeah the littlelist things make me happy. I’m not really that hard to please.
Yesterday Flint flew into a tizzy. He got angry and said some shit that really hurt. Basically I felt he was taking everything out on me. Yes we are having money issues but he doesn’t need to take shit out on everyone in the house. He even yelled about Bary and he is just a poor innocent cat. Of course neither one of them really care for Bary all that much I don’t think because of the fac that he won’t warm up to them. We fight about Bary constantly. When we went to see Lynn yesterday, we all talked to her at the same time. Angela asked her if we could so that we could try and resolve shit. I told Angela it won’t help you know. At least I didn’t think. I was angry and pist beyond belief. I was ready to pack up me and Bary and get the hell out of here. He told Angela he never had money trouble until we both moved here. So Angela was ready to leave too I think. Lynn told Flint to stop depending on the fact that Simon was going to give us money and so he agreed to do that. I don’t know how things are going to go from here but as for now, Flint is much better and a lot more calm.
I was talking to a friend of mine who wants to send my CD to this person he knows that has a record label. It’s his own I guess and he is always looking for new artists. He would rather have a hole CD versus just one song so he can get a feel for the person’s voice. So…Flint is going to mix my other songs that I have ready and I am working on my own song so that the guy can hear an original and not just me singing to karaoke tracks. I am excited and scared at the same time. What if he doesn’t like my voice? Then what happens if he does? I don’t know. I thik the scared feeling is taking over more and I may not send it. Lol! Yup…just call me chicken. I told Lynn aqbout it yesterday and the next time I go to see her, she wants me to sing live for her. It definitely should be interesting. I’ll let you all know what happens with it.

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Today's Trivia

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 03:21:20 GMT

Hey all,

It's time for your daily update.
I don't really have much to say today so I'll just give you your other stuff that I started yesterday.

Romantic Geztures

6. Arrange for friends (and strangers!) to spontaneously ring (call) your loved one and say, 'He/she wants you to know s/he really thinks you are something
special and loves you very much.' (It will amuse the your friends and brighten their days too! And yes, strangers will play if you ask them right!)

7. The First Time. Approach each day as if it is the day that you and your spouse are together for the first time. Be spontaneous. Rush to greet them at
the door after a long day and give them a big hug and kiss. Turn off the TV and ask them about their day. Sometimes the most romantic thing a
person can do is give their partner their full undivided attention and be a great listener!

8. Create a loving home. Keep it tidy, warm, cozy and full of fun. Cozy furniture and soft pillows and throws invite opportunities to snuggle up together.
Creating a mood in your home that is relaxing and fun is often an invitation to romance.

9. The Kiss. Remember what it was like when you were anticipating the first kiss from your lover? Next time your partner reaches to kiss you, gently hold
them back with your hand while looking into their eyes. Don't say anything, just look deep into their eyes as they gaze back at you. Move closer to them
and with one finger, trace the shape of their face, around the eyes, nose and then slowly over their lips and down to their chin. Bring their face close
to yours, slowly bring your lips to theirs, softly kissing only the upper lip, then the lower, bring your arms around them, slowly let the kiss grow, lips
parting, until both of you are washed away with passion. When the kiss stops, remain in their embrace and look deeply into their eyes again before ending
the embrace. It doesn't matter if you have been married twenty years, when you take the time to really kiss your partner, the response is always the same.

10. Take Turns. Make the time to plan activities and take turns doing each other's favorite things. It's a given that you won't enjoy everything that your
partner likes to do, but if you go with a positive attitude, you will probably end up enjoying yourself. If for no other reason, go for the fact that your
partner loves this activity and enjoy watching them during
the day, how much fun they have. Next time, you will get the same patience and excitement from them on your turn.

Daily Rose

Red (Dark)
Unconscious beauty

Trivia Q&A
ok, yesterday I asked:
Compact discs, (CD's) are coated with wich metal?
A. titanium
B. silver
C. platinum
D. aluminum
Your answer is, D. Aluminum.
A thin layer of aluminum coats the discs after they are molded. Information is read from this mirrored aluminum surface.

Today's question is:

Wich chess piece is of the lowest theoretical value?
A. Knight
B. Castle
C. Bishop
D. Pawn
Your answer tomorrow.

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New Things For Journal

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 17:21:11 GMT

Hello all,

First, I realized that when i posted my last entry, I was goign to post a quiz and I forgot to do so. Someone pointed this out to me so I thaught i'd make up for it now. Instead of one, you get to look at three. i had fun doing these ones.

You Are 67% Addicted to the Internet

In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living.
Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly.

Are You Addicted to the Internet?

You Are More Yin

Feminine
Devoted
Forgiving
Fall
Winter
Afternoon
Moon
Time
Passive
Metal
Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

Your Mind is NC-17 Rated

You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Ok, I have decided to do a couple of things with this journal. Since it is that time of year again when we start to think about flowers, candy, romance, more gifts, you know that time of year we all know as Valentine's Day, i have decided to help you along with the romantic part of it and if anyone has any intention to get their sweethearts roses I am going to help you to decide wich color/colors might best fit to get. I have been reading this page on romantic things you can do for your sweety. Some may seem simple, but they are sweet nevertheless. I also will be posting some Valentine's recipes in the cookbook starting today as well. I'll post the link to that under the entry as usual so no one will miss it.
Secondly, i'm going to post a trivia question each time I post, I will give the answer the next day and post a new question. I think that sounds fun, don't you? I will do these two things in addition to my normal entries. I was getting kind of bored so I was trying to think of things to do and I figured it out. *grins*. I will begin today with this stuff. I hope everyone enjoys this. Now I do realize that some of these romantic things may be impossible for some of us, but we can think of alternatives if need be.

Romantic Gestures

1. When we both arrive home from work, I sit down in a chair, inviting her onto my lap. We sit and hold one another for anywhere from ten seconds to a couple
minutes. We then gradually 'let go of' the trivia of the outside
day by sharing with one another. Then, with the outside world off our shoulders and out of our minds, we are ready to be home together--in sync and in love.

2. Whoever gets up first, write 'I love you' with lipstick or in the steam on the bathroom mirror.

3. During the night creep out and tie balloons on the trees in the front garden/the garage/the front door with '...... is wonderful!' 'You light up my life!'
'You ..... are my dream come true!' and such-like.

4. List 100 reasons why you love the person, and leave it where they'll find it.

5. Send 20 'I love you' or friendship cards to the beloved, and get friends to do it too, for no special occasion! It's a special treat to go the mailbox
and find 20 cards all affirming your lover's special qualities!

Daily Rose

Red
Love, Beauty, Courage and Respect, Romantic Love, Congratulations, I Love You, Job Well Done, Sincere Love, Respect, Courage & Passion

Trivia Q

Compact discs, (CD's are coated with wich metal?
A. titanium
B. silver
C. platinum
D. aluminum
Your answer tomorrow.

Well let's see, things around here are kind of grim. Everyone is upset after finding out what we did yesterday about Flint and his account stuff. He posted in one of the channels on IRC his account info and how he is over his credit limit. I can't believe that. I thaught that was supposed to be kind of a private matter. I finally did ask why he posted it there being that everyone now knows about it. We were all trying to think of ways to help him with his card and get it back under the limit. As for me, I'm going to sell all of my Kiss collectables on ebay to see how much it will all bring in and give that money to him. I was thinking of becoming a stripper but that would give me a worse rep than i already have. Well, it would certainly give me one around here. It would be interesting i must say, the first ever blind stripper in Mankato. Then I was thinking i could be a phone-sex operator. i was thinking I could get a hold of Crystal and ask her how to get into it being that she did it for a while. I could quit after we get the money we need. Then I thaught, that's degrading as well. I don't think I could bring myself to do this for strange men. No thanks. Flint's solution is to ask Simon for money to help. See, Simon has offered to give me five grand and I don't need no where near that much. All i need is enough to get my account to be normal again. Flint was thinking I could keep two grand and give him three grand to help twoards his credit card. Angela has offered to sell her snow globes and books and stuff but Flint says absolutely not. I don’t know, to ask Simon to help I hate asking for help like that. I mean he has offered the money so it’s not like I’d be asking him out of the blue for that much money. Still, I’d feel horrible and feel that I owe him something wich he says I wouldn’t owe him anything. Oh Goddess, mother of all, help me in this time of need.
Bary seems to be getting along here just fine. He has gotten a bit closer to Flint and Angela and he stil doesn’t like Vernon. The other day Bary was laying in my rockingchair and Vernon came over to him and Bary slapped him with his paw. Vernon got scared and ran to Angela. If Vernon is in my room, Bary tries to avoid being in here. If he needs to eat or use his litter box, he’ll come in long enough to do that but tries to think of ways to get around him so he doesn’t have to walk by him. If he does end up having to walk by him, he meows at me. I’m like Well ok Bary, I can’t do anything about it. He is a good kitty though and I think I’ll keep him. I love him. He’s having food issues though. I have started him on this diet that includes stuff to keep him from getting urinary tract infection wich is common in male cats. He doesn’t seem to like it so I’ll go back to mixing it with IAMS and hopefully he will get used to the switch.
Well all, not sure what else to say right now. I’m hungry and need food so I’ll write again later. Stay tuned for the answer to today’s trivia question.

<3<3<3hugs and love to all. And remember, things can always get worse.

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Eryn

Bary Is Home!

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:53:56 GMT

Hey guys!

Before I get to the exciting part of this entry I'd like to write about two dreams I had last night, one was bad and the other was good but, it made me sad when I woke up. I'll put them behind a cut, the first will be the bad one and the second will be the other one.

The first. I was in one of my old houses, I think it was the house I lived in when I was in fostercare. I was walking down the hallway going into the living room to where Flint and Angela were, I don't know why they were living there but they were. I was coming out of my old room and was passing the room my brothers used to sleep in. I heard a knock coming from the inside of the room so I opened the door. I saw a strange man there, I didn't have a clue as to who he was. I saw in his hand a gun, so I turned around and said to him, "go ahead shoot me, I know you are going to anyway." He pulled the trigger and left me there. He thought I was dead. He then went to the living room and I heard the gun go off twice more and realized that he had shot Flint and Angela as well. I laid there motionless, trying not to breath loud either. He then came over and was running from room to room taking what he could and when I heard the front door slam and the car drive off, I started breathing really heavy and I screamed. As I was screaming, I woke up and heard Flint and Angela in the kitchen or some other part of the apartment, i can't be sure where they were.

In this dream, I was living in Lenny and April's old house where I used to live. My room I had there was still my room and those two did not live there. A bunch of us lived there, like Flint and Angela were there, Simon was there and a whole bunch of people that i don't know now, but somehow knew in the dream. We had decided to have a bonfire that night and invited a bunch of others over. Some people came that i didn't know and Jim was there. I was happy to see him cause I hadn't seen him for a long time and told him I missed him. Well, he got tired of sitting out by the fire so he went into the house and laid on my bed. I remember being jealous cause all these girls were asking why he didn't stay out there, so I said I'll go in and talk to him and see what's up. I went in and found him listening to his cd player, it was a portable one. I asked him why he was in here and not out there. He said he didn't want to be there no more that there was only one person he wanted to spend time with. i asked him who and that I'd go get her. I started to walk away and he grabbed my hand. He wanted me to himself so I stayed in there with him. I kept telling him that I missed him and love him and that it was good to see him again. He then told me he didn't want to go back home and I said you can't stay, you have to go home. He said that he was staying with me and I let him. And so he stayed. We just laid there talking and holding each other and i didn't want the dream to end. I wanted to remain in his arms forever but I woke up and was sad. i like my dreams about Jim but they do leave me sad when I dream of him. I like to know he's ok though so I hoep I have more dreams of him.

Now to the exciting part of my entry.
I GOT MY NEW CAT! Yay! Bary is finally home! He is such a good cat. Last night he slept curled up next to me, it was so cute. He seems to be happy here with me and that makes me happy. He likes the food I got and he only had to be shown once where his litter box was. He and Vernon have met and Vernon is fine with Bary, but i'm not so sure about Bary being fine with him. He's not so sure about the big dog yet. Since Bary has come, Vernon hasn't been paying much attention to me. I think he's mad at me for getting a cat. Flint told me yesterday that Vernon has grown quite attached to me and until he told me this, I wasn't sure just how much. Flint said that when I'd close my door at night Vernon would sometimes sit by my door and wine. He also said that when I'd leave the apartment and he and Angela were still home he'd sit by that door and wine as well. He said it seems as if Vernon had become more my dog than Angela's. So I felt like total shit when I went to pick up Bary. I have kept my word though, I still pet Vernon and stuff like normal. I think that Bary has all the things he needs for the moment. He got new brushes and a comb today along with a dish shaped like a dog bone. I know Bary’s not a dog but that dish was so cute and I had to get him a ceramic or a glass or a stainless steel bowl. He can’t eat out of plastic ones because there is something with his kidneys that makes him more prone to infection when it comes to backteria in his food or water so the recommend him not eat out of plastic dishes as they hold lots of bacteria. They had fish ones but they weren’t as cute as the dog bone shaped one. Everyone around here likes Bary but he doesn’t seem to care for Flint and Angela for some reason. I hope he gets used to them but for now, I’m the only one who can hold him for any lenghth of time. My little Baryshnikov. Ok, so Bary’s a traitor. Just after I wrote that part about him not caring for Flint and Angela, I found out he was sleeping in their bed with them. I wanted them to all get along so yeah…I had to bribe him with pounce treats to get him to come with me. He was coming to me when I called him but not anymore. Angela thaught it was funny that he was with them and not me. Ah well…I don’t know.
We went to a place today called The Wagon wheel. They have awesome food. They are like a 50’s style place and the people who work there all seem really nice and willing to help. I ate an egg salad sandwich and some fries. Good food was had by all.
Chris has decided that he does want me back. I mean we knew this a long time ago but yeah…he is still married and stuff. He says that he feels his wife is going to move back to Idaho and that things will be right for the two of us. He thinks that they will divorce and that he will be free to be with me. He asked me, if you are with someone and I asked you to be with me after my wife goes, will you drop whoever you are with to be with me? I told him I would not do that because it wasn’t fair to the person I am with. He said but I love you Eryn, I love you so much. I am crazy for you and I’ll be damned if I’d let you go again without a fight. He says he fucked up once and he won’t do it again. He says he wants to prove to me that he loves me and that he has wanted me all these last 16 years. He has missed me more than I can ever know. Ok? And so what does he want? Wait I know what he wants but he can’t have. I do admit that I do miss him and wish to see him again and yes I even still love him but not the way he wishes me too. Yes, there was a time when I would have done about anything for him but I’m not that way anymore. I’ve grown up since I was 15-years-old.
Ok, before I end this, I have something amusing I want to show you all. I was trying to get to a journal site the other dayh and this was what I got. It cracked me up.

404 Error

Page Not Found

LiveJournal Admin: Sir! We have reports that someone is trying to access a page that doesn't exist!
LiveJournal Captain: Impossible! How can that be?
LiveJournal Admin: Sir, I don't know. Maybe they typed in the URL wrong or maybe we're suffering from a critical system failure.
LiveJournal Captain: Unacceptable! Redirect them to a 404 page and make it snappy!

If you think you've reached this page in error:

list of 2 items
• Make sure the URL you're trying to reach is correct.
• Check
http://status.livejournal.org
to view LiveJournal's current status.
list end

Otherwise, you can:

list of 3 items
• Go
back to the previous page
• Go to the
LiveJournal Homepage.
• Explore the
Site Map
list end
I know, I know I’m easily amused. I always have been though. LOL!
And now a little story before I go. This is amusing as well.

A Hot & Juicy Story
Great A Hot & Juicy Story Well, I was loafin' around the salad bar at the
> burger stand one chili day on Coney Island, when I Frito-Lay'd my eyes on
> the sweetest little tomato I'd ever seen. Let's just say I could tell she
> wasn't gonna be ice-cold or taste like some of those cheaper spreads I'd
> eaten. So I mustard up my courage and I whispered, "Hey, Mama Bird! You got
> a sweet set of sesame-seed buns, and I'd live to bury my open-face in your
> McMuffin snack pack. And maybe later I could drive-in my Jumbo Jack in your
> Box. So, what's your name, anyway?" "Wendy," she replied, and said that her
> buns were always hot and fresh. Well, it seemed like an invitation to me, so
> I unzipped my French-fly, pulled down my hash-browns and whipped out my
> Quarter-Pounder. She took one look at my foot-long Weinerschnitzel and said,
> "Holy enchirito, what a Whopper! I haven't seen a sausage and a pair of
> McNuggets like that since I was in the sack with Long John Silver over at
> the Colonel's place, and I probably won't see another 'til Foster freezes
> over. And believe me, I relish the thought of squeezin' the mayonnaise right
> outta that big Sloppy Joe of yours." I said, "Look, honey...those meatheads
> are just horseradish. I'm the supreme Burger King around here. And by the
> way, aren't you hungry?" "Yeah," she shot back, "I haven't even had my
> breakfast, Jack." It wasn't long before she was munching on my Big Mac and
> eventually took down the whole enchilada. I could tell I wouldn't be able to
> hold the pickles or hold the lettuce much longer, so I just blew a whole
> gallon of my lo-cal secret sauce to go. She took a big gulp and giggled,
> "Oooh, that's fast food. A bit salty, but quality you can taste...and finger
> lickin' good, too!" She said, "So what's yer name, hot dog? Orange you
> Julius?" "No," I replied, but you can call me Pizza Man, 'cause I deliver!"
> Well anyway, I turned her around, tore off her wrapper, and wedged my Big
> Boy between her patties and right up into her hot cherry bendover. She
> screamed, "I FOUND THE BEEF, I FOUND THE BEEF!" which just gave me the urge
> to keep pounding my SuperBurrito in and out...in and out...and in and
> out...and in and out of her hot little micro. Well, we were still playing
> Pup 'n' Taco , when she confessed her real name wasn't Wendy...but Ronald.
> Hey, it wasn't my bag, but at least I wouldn't have to worry about taking
> her over to see Dr. Pepper to have him pull a Carl's Jr. out of her oven.
> Yeah, little did I know that I had spend the night not with a saucy little
> fish filet, but with a flaming Dairy Queen!

I first heard this and could not stop laughing.
And now a quiz, then I’ll go I promise.

Ok, I’m out now. Enough for one day I think. Lol!

<3<3<3hugs and love to all. And remember…Dogs have owners, cats have staff.

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Eryn

Goals And Stuff

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 16:09:30 GMT

Merry Meet all,

Here begins another chapter in my life. I say this because I'm starting a whole new journal and my final one. Yeah yeah, you all are thihnking thank goodness or something like that. Or you may be actually thinking, yeah right, she said that last time and you are probably right, I may have. I make this promise to you all now, I will not create another journal, I will update this one and not change anymore. I figure if I write something and someone doesn't like what i have to say, then they don't have to read it. That's all i have to say on the matter.
I have decided that this 2007 is going to bring me good things because i am going to make them happen. I was thinking about this the other night when I was looking at the direction of my life and decided that i didn't like where it is going thus far. I am going to do thinkgs I need to do. For starters, at one point I had talked about wanting to teach braille. So far I have not done what I need to do to get certified. Well, that is going to change, before this year is over, I will be certified to teach and hopefully have work. I have been asking Flint where the info for it is because he said he has it but he doesn't know where it is at moment and hasn't found it yet. Secondly, I am going to start the things I need to do to go back to school and get my degree in foreign language interpreting. These are two very good goals and I am going to make them happen. I'm tired of sitting around here doing nothing, well not nothing cause i have my work at the humane society and i love my job, but I really need other things to do as well. Thirdly, I'm goign to make it a goal to get out of here. I think I need my own space and they certainly do as a couple. I think we'd all three be much happier if i was on my own and they were by themselves again. At least that's what I gathered from a conversation they had last Sunday. It was like, before Suzie's going-away party, we had this huge fight because Flint baught cookies to make for her. He accidentally left the cookie dough out all night so by the next morning it wasn't any good because of the eggs in it. So he flew off the handle and Angela and I were trying to think of things to help him. He would have none of that. Anything we came up with wasn't his idea so he wasn't happy with it. He went off into the computer room and that was fine whatever, he needed to pout and sulk over the loss of his cookie dough. I understand to a point where he was coming from. I came up with this idea and I was all excited because although it wasn't totally his idea it was still a way he could make cookies. I was going to tell him how to make no-bake peanut butter ones. I said Flint? And he was like, what! It was in a pissy tone he said it and I said I have an idea, he immediately says, and don't say things happen cause you still have something to give her. I then said well i was going to try and help you but if you are going to be that way about it I won't and then I stormed off. He then comes out of the computer room and was like well if I could drive I wouldn't have to worry about this, I could jump in my car and go to the store and get more. Then he said something I didn't expect him to say, he says, and just like if Eryn were with Simon she would have no more money issues. I thaught what does this have to do with the situation at hand? Instead of saying this, i said, Oh God, here we go again. I then went into my room and sat there. In sitting there I heard Flint and Angela talking. I heard Flint say something like, oh just admit it you don't want her here, you said you wanted to be alone with me. I didn't listen to anymore, I turned up the music and started crying. It was at that moment I told myself that if that is what they want, that is what they'll get, I will grant them their wish. Flint came in a bit later and tries to apologize. I then told him that as soon as they could aford it, I was out of here. He asks me what that is all about and why I had said that. I told him I had overheard part of his and Angela's conversation. They both then told me that they do want me here and that they both like me being here. I don't feel that way. I mean they have been very helpful to me and I do appreciate all they have done, so then why do I feel this way? I don't know we did talk things out and i guess for the moment things are ok. But I still say it's one of my goals to get out. Everyone will be happier. Maybe i just need a little vacation, maybe I'll make up with Simon and see if I can go to him for a couple of weeks, give everyone a bit of space. I can help him with the kids and stuff. The reason I say make up with him is because he lied to me and it pist me off but it wasn't anything major so yeah. If I do this I can still be online and stuff. Maybe when I come back things will be a bit better.
Last night, we went and got my stuff for my cat. Barry will be all set. I get to bring him home tomorrow and I am so excited. I still worry abit cause i don't know how well he and Vernon will get along. I know Angela says Vernon is cool with cats but i don't know how Barry will be and it doesn't say on his cage either way. Usually we try to put on their cages whether they like other animals or not. I think that Barry can handle himself though should anything happen. I'll be keeping a close ear on them. Angela thinks that it is possible that Vernon will become jealous of Bary because Vernon and I are pretty close, he has become attached to me and he may find it hard to share me with another animal. Sorry Vernon, you have to. She says she will pay a lot of attention to him so he doesn't get upset and that i should try as well. I'm not going to abandon Vernon just because i'm getting a cat. Yes it is true, I am more of a cat person than a dog person but I can share myself between the two. I have so much to do before he gets here though. i gotta clean my room and make a place for his food and water dishes. i have to get his litterbox set up as well. I got some cat toys for him and a collar with a bell on it so I know where he is. I can't wait to get him home.
Well, I suppose I should go for now, I got lots to do today. Until later, see ya.

<3<3<3hugs to all and remember, love is something when you give it away.

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Eryn

This Is Me...

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 15:17:43 GMT

All About wiccan-vixen69…

Hi, my name is Eryn, AKA wiccan-vixen69. I'm 32 and reside in Mankato Minnesota, the land of 10,000 taxes...er...I mean, lakes.
I'm currently looking for work as I have just finished medical transcription courses and hope to go to broadcasting school after that or foreign language interpreting. Who knows where life will lead me.

So, you wanna know my relationship status? I am taken! I am with the most wonderful man in the world,. I totally belong to him and am not interested in anyone else. All my heart and soul R belong to him. So before you start thinking, "Hmmmmm, I wonder if she will date me, or if only I could have her for just one night. " The answer is this, nope! I love my man and only him. So keep away. Keep all hands, feet and objects to yourself, unless you want a single girl that is. I'm taken.

I could write out this really long drawn out bio, however I have a better idea. If you wanna get to know me, read on. Here is a series of questions and answers that you might ask me. Here you will learn everything you might possibly want to know. If after you read and still want to know more, just ask me. You can find me on IRC. The servers I am on most are, irc.the-bofh.com which is my server. The other is w33d.no-ip.org. you can access it currently by using the above address. Happy reading!

GENERAL 411

Name: Eryn.
Full Name: Not telling *I don't think so Beavis!*
Nicknames: QueenBitch, Sapphire and Angel.
Age: 32.
Date of birth: 8-9-1974.
Height: 5,3.
Weight: Don't know and don't care. Lol!
Hair color: Red.
Eye color: Blue
Location: Minnesota
Religeon: Wiccan.
Nationality: German and Irish
Relationship status: Taken and proud of it.
Gay/straight/bi: Straight.
Likes: Chinese food, music, writing, singing, cooking, and anything with hearts
Dislikes: Drama that is like soap operas. I see enough of that on TV thank you very much. Well, it is by my choice to watch though. needles, flying, and spiders.
Pet peeves: Lying, thieves, people that make fun of others because of their faults, and people saying I love you without meaning it.
Website: www.tigress-eryn.imeem.com
IRC servers: Well, there are a few but a couple are, irc.the-bofh.com wich is mine, and w33d.no-ip.org
AIM: trixie69pixie.
Yahoo: sapphire1on1.
MSN: angelic.sapphire@gmail.com.
Zodiac sign: Leo
Chinese Animal Sign: Tiger.
Best characteristic: my ability to make people smile
Are you a right, lefty, or an ambidextrous?: I'm left handed
What are your hobbies? I have lots, cooking, singing, dancing, hanging out with friends, meeting new people, collecting key chains, magnets that make
noise, and others. Oh yeah, writing poetry, songs, short stories, etc...etc...etc...I guess you could say, i like to do a lot of things. :P
What is your bedtime? When ever I get tired
What do you think about before you go to sleep? I think about life and where it's going to go. Now, do you really think I'd answer that question honestly?
Are you an optimist or a pessimist? I'm an optimist, or at least, I try to be.
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? I want to go to either Hawaii, Paris, London, or Ireland
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? went streaking in the winter time
How do you eat an oreo? I separate the two halves, lick off the filling and dunk the cookie part in milk. You mean, there other ways?
Birthstone = peridot

Was all that general enough for you? Keep reading, here's more. ha ha ha ha ha ha!

DO YOU...

Have a bf/gf? Yes.
Have a crush? See above answer.
Have a job? If so, what is it? Not currently but would love to have one.
Do you go to School? No but want to go back for broadcasting and foreign language interpreting.
Have any pets? No pets, but I want a farret and a white rat. Oh and can't forget a cat. :P
Have any siblings? Got two brothers.
Believe in love at first sight? yes
believe you can remain faithful forever? Yes
Believe in ghosts? Yes
Believe in aliens? Yes
Believe in miracles? Yes
Believe in God? No, I believe in The Goddess.
Believe in angels? Yes
Do you smoke? Nope, I quit in July this past year.
Do you do druds? I smoke weed.
Do you drink? I drink on occasion.
Do you have children? I do not have children but would love a couple.
Do you love life? I love my life, it's great.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
Pray? Sometimes, not as often as I should
Go to church? no
Kiss with your eyes closed? sometimes, not always
Have an accent? Well, I've been told that when I get mad, I have a southern accent. I would to have a british one though
Bite your nails? yes *bad habbit*
Sleep with a stuffed animal? yes *embarrassed*
Sing in the shower? yes all the time
Like dressing up? hell no!
Shun nudity? no, in fact, I'd love it if the whole world could go everywhere nude!
Prefer pools or oceans? Oceans all the way! I love the sound of the waves and all it's noises *wishes I were by the ocean now*
Wish you lived somewhere else? yes, I want to live by the ocean
Want other piercings? no
Want more tattoos? Well, I don't have any right now, but I'd like to get one of a shamrock and a leprechaun.
Like rollercoasters? yes, they rule!
Carry a donor card? yes

LMAO! Bored yet?

WOULD YOU EVER...

Skydive? Yes
Bungee jump? Yes
Eat yellow snow? Oh hell no! Would you?
Kill anyone? Nope
Drink and drive? Nope, that's stupid, besides, I don't drive.
Get married? Yes I would.
Have children? Oh yeah certainly.
Menage A trios:: No, I don't like to share
Go streaking:: I have done it once, I'd do it again if I were paid enough
Shave your head:: hell no! I don't generally let anyone near me with a pair of scissors unless I need a trim.
Go on a reality tv show: no, can't stand those things
Date someone outside of your social status: yes

And just when you thought it was all over...

For Or Against...

Long distance relationships: = for
Using someone: = against
Suicide: = against
Killing people: = Hmmmmm, me killing people? Hell no!
Teenage smoking: = Well, put it this way, how can I say against when I started at the little age of 14.
Doing drugs: = Well, me? No, but not against others doing them if they like.
Premarital sex: = oh yes, Oh forgive me father, for I have sinned!
Driving drunk: = against totally, how could someone be so stupid
Gay/lesbian relationships: = for, I'm not into it, but if they love each other, why not
Soap Operas: = I watch them sad but true

*laughs evilly* Not done yet! I wanna make sure you have no further questions. he he he he he he
On to my favorite part, my favorites!

FAVORITES...

Color: Black, blue and silver.
Food: Eggrolls, macaroni and cheese, and pizza.
Non-alcoholic drink: Mountain Dew, Pepsi, or Rootbeer.
Alcoholic drink: Rootberr barrels, mudslides, or sex on the beach.
Sit-down restaurant: Old Country Buffet or Taste Of China.
Fast-food restaurant: Subway all the way. Yeah baby!
Type of food: Chinese.
Season: Spring or Summer.
Holiday: Halloween or Xmas.
Day of the week: Friday.
Month: July, hurray for fireworks!
Number: 69. You mean there are actually other numbers?
Movie: Titanic, The Lord Of The Rings, Dirty Dancing, The Austin Powers trilogy, and The Matrix
Cartoon: South Park, Rug Rats, Beavis And Butthead, Fairly Odd Parents, and Cat Scratch *I think that is what it's called*
Cartoon character: Cartman, Phil and Lil Deville, and Tigger
Song: Nightwish Away, Evanescence Forgive Me, You, Anywhere, Shinedown 45, Iron Maiden Wasted Years, rush The Pass and The Seeker, The Little River Band Cool Change, and Cradle Of Filth Nymphetamine Fix
TV show: South Park, carlos Mancia, Seventh Heaven, ER, and Reba
Actor: Mike Meyers, Will Smith and Eddie Murphy
Actress: Angelina Jolee
Band: Nightwish, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, cradle Of Filth, The Beatles, Rush, and Lynard Skynard
Single artist: Usher
Country: Australia and Ireland
State: Hawaii.
Sound: ocean waves, windchimes, and the harp
Smell: Vanilla, cinnamon, and cherry blossom.
Motto: Sex is the cure for all ailments.
Quote: There are many moons that circle many galaxies that circle one point, and guess what? It ain't you!
Candy: = M&m's, Skittles, and anything chocolate
Soda: = Pepsi
Animal: = Tiger, cat, and bunnies
Saying: = What the fuck ever! Or my other is hell to the mother fucking no!
CD: = Fallen, Evanescence and Nightwish, Over The Hills
Cookies: = oreos, chocolate chip, and thin mints
Ice Cream: = chocolate, strawberry, and chocolate chip cookie dough
TV channel: = Comedy central
Radio station: = I don't have one, I channel surf
Bands: = Nightwish, Evanescence, Korn, Kiss, the Beatles, Crosby, Stills, Nash and young, La Cuna Coil and Disturbed
Deodorant: = Degree, sports scent
Cologne/perfume: = well, I love the way that the guys adidas smells on a guy and my perfume is adidas for women or Vanilla scents, I also like Cherry Blossom.
Winnie the pooh character: = Tigger all the way, but I like Eor too
Nintendo game: = The legend of zelda games
Board game: = monopoly, life, and uno
Sport: = hockey and football
Clothes: = blue jeans and t-shirts or anything leather
Car: = 1969 mustang convertible
shampoo: = anything that smells good
Shoes: = high heeled boots, and sandles
Jewelry (that *you* own): My dangley bracelet with the hearts, circles, and other shapes. It makes noise too.
Accent: The british all the way! Well, and the irish one too, yummy!
Thing the opposite sex wears (in general, not a specific person): The cologne, Adidas
Store: Target, I dunno!
Flower: Roses, they are the only flowers that I like.
Shoe brand: They're called Mules. They have no backs.29. Muffin flavour: Blueberry
Syrup flavor: Maple? Um...home made
Cough syrup/drop flavour/brand: Halls cough drops, the cherry or the spiramint ones. I hate cough syrup! *gag*
Record Label: I don't have one, I've never thaught about one.
Indie Record Store: Ass sphincter says what?
Mall: The mall of America, it is right here in Minnesota!
Veggie: Corn
Shape: Um..a heart!
Jell-O flavour: Lime
Director: James Cameron, Tre Parker, and Steven Spilburg

And now for more entertainment...this section is for 18 and only to read...
Here you will learn things I don't generally share with anyone, but what the hell, I'm feeling frisky today..

SEXUAL QUESTIONS...

Are you a virgin? No.
What is your favorite sexual position? Doggy style, 69, and the top.
Do you like oral sex? What woman doesn't?
Would you do anal? Sure why not, I'll try anything once.
Are you dominant or submissive? I like to play both rolls, but most of the time I am submissive.
What is your favorite way to kiss your partner? The french kiss, it's more romantic.
Do you like forplay before sex? Oh hell yeah.
Would you let your lover tie you up or use handcuffs? Yep I would as long as I get to do it back. :P
Are you into spanking? Nope, just playful pats on the ass.
Do you like your hair pulled during sex? I don't like my hair pulled at any time thank you very much.
Where is the strangest place you have ever had sex? (In the bathroom. I was sitting on the toilet. A bit to much info I know.
What do you like to be called during sex? Baby or honey will do just nicely.
do you like to roll play? If so, what do you and your partner pretend to be? I have never roll played, but I would do it if my partner was into it.
Do you ever fantasize about someone else when you and your lover are making love? Oh no, I only think about who I'm with when I'm with him.

And last but not least...the rest I didn't do above...

Last cigarette: In June of this year.
Last good cry: Yesterday.
Last library book: The Notebook.
Last movie seen: Titanic in dvs.
Last book read: Shooting Monarchs.
Last cuss word uttered: Fuckin’ hell
Last beverage drank: Water
Last food consumed: Two sloppy joes.
Last phone call: Chris from Georgia.
Last TV show watched: 90210.
Last shoes worn: My baige tennis shoes.
Last CD played: It was a mix of oldies from the 60’s.
Last item bought: A Pizza and some potato thingys from Pizza Hut.
Last downloaded: The soundtrack to Dirty Dancing.
Last annoyance: My headache.
Last disappointment: Losing friends over IRC drama.
Last soda drank: Sprite.
Last thing handwritten: I don’t really remember, signing a check comes to mind, does that count? Of course it does.
Last word spoken: Blah.
Last sleep: Last night.
Last weird encounter: It was at my brother’s house, I saw people that I haven’t seen in like years. It was weird cause seeing them again was weird. God, how people change!
Last amused: I was last amused while talking to some friends and we were just being stupid. Yay for acting stupid sometimes! Dare to be stupid!
Last time wanting to die: Oh God, do I have to go there? Nehw! (no).
Last time hugged: It’s been so long I can’t remember. I know that it was given by Flint though cause I was upset over something.
Last chair sat in: Jim’s old rocking chair.
Last lipstick used: Oh God, I can’t remember. Shows you how much I actually wear it, now doesn’t it? Rofl!
Last web page visited: http://www.korn.com
Current clothes: A black tanktop with a dark-blue denim skirt, and of course, what’s underneath. Lol!

LOL! You must be getting really bored by now. Have you learned enough about me yet?
God I hope so, cause there ain't no more to tell. Ok, so there could always be more but I'm not telling anymore. However, like I stated above, if you are so inclined to know more, just ask. I will answer honestly.
Hope you had fun getting to know me. <3<3<3Hope to see you all on irc.the-bofh.com or w33d.no-ip.org! L8rz all.
If you do decide to come find me on the irc networks, I’m Tigress-Eryn there.

http://trinnity.signmyguestbook.com
http://www.livejournal.com/~chef-saphy

Eryn

Casual Sex or Love
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Do you prefer casual sex or sex with someone you love?
	I prefer casual sex over love
	I have to have sex with someone I love only
	Sex is fun either way
	I really don't care at all
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